Sunday, December 27, 2009

Everything Has Changed

Are we the same like last time?
the way we chat
the way we laugh
the care we showed towards each other
the fun we have together
i guess its not anymore
Everything changed
after tat bitch say stupid things to you
do you see me like this
am i that kind of person to you
how long you have known me
how much time you spended with me
how many walls we breakthrough together
everything we shared
but
you stil think that i am that type of person
I dont know what to do anymore
I don wanna lose everything i had with you
but it seems that
you already don give a damn bout me
pretend nothing happen?
while you stil treat me like this
i know im not as good as chee wee
im not as smart as him
he's a perfect bro for you
and me?
just a stupid dumb ass with the word "Godbro"
but not important at all
I cant feel you no more
Mayb you are growing up already
mayb im thinking nonsense
what if i never think wrong
what if everything is real
no 1 can feel how i felt
do you understand me as much as i understand you
do you reali take me as your godbro?
Mayb you gonna be 17 already
the way you think gonna be different
i may not be needed anymore
i'll always remain here
and
hope someday
you wil pull me out again
from this darkness
like how you did last time
From now on
i wil remain silence
and
you wont hear anything
from me anymore
its better if i gone for good
but i've promised you
i'll always be by your side
Stay healthy
happy
pretty
cute
kind
friendly
and
lovely
Don't look down when
other people say you
Look up and
face them
show them who you reali are
A gal where no weakness
stand high
and
wont fall
when facing all the problems
in front of you
I love you

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start'
Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray'
Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me, where do I start'
Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
(Repeat Chorus except last line)
Bridge:'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair'
Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
(Repeat Chorus)
Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Ooooo

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Happy

Now I know that
She'll stil love him
What i can do now is to help her
Patch them up together again
Sadness comes but most important
Is her happiness

Monday, November 9, 2009

Work Work Work

Again working
Alone in the shop and work full day sum more
Wondering what should i do now
Tomorrow off but dont know where to go
Nobody to go out with
Im so kesian man
Wondering what is she doing now in school
Its quite a long time since the last time i saw her
Hope it wil be a Happy and Joyful day for her

Its never been the same

Many things have changed...the way u talk 2 me...msg me...but its ok...everyone in this world wil change...its hard 2 face it but also have 2 face it la...if can i hope everything wil be the same...where our feelings r reali true 2 each other...u never msg me like how u did b4...it reali hurts...is it reali hard 2 msg me...?we can talk bout everything 2 each other...but now i don think so...i cant feel the care u gave me b4...

Now i don think u wil treat me like how u treat me b4...so all the best for u....
Happy go lucky k...